Cold Hearts & Mixed Up Minds

Staring is rude but in this case its fair

your eyes the exception, my mind is elsewhere
someone is making me smile today
i swear hes making me go insane
he has a way of making me laugh
kisses so soft, need time to relax
my world spins round in a sea of green
i have to sit down, my hands are shaking
i rest on my bed and think, what did you say?
feelings rush through me, i just can't explain
my stomach a sanctuary for fluttering bugs
the high that you give me, adrenaline rush
breathing, it hurts, I'm thinking of you
sitting near the phone awaiting your call
a dial tone replaces what should have been you
it was all to good to be true
and now crying alone
will i ever hear your voice again on the phone?
asking you why seems out of the question
us, we felt right but you changed your mind
you left me weeping wanting love and affection
i shouldn't be sad this is nothing new
shouldn't have fallen so hard but we know that its true

Something.In.The.Air.

In Love?
Only time will tell
I hope
This time its not
I thought maybe just maybe
Oh how i was wrong
Shit happens
Confused people, confuse my life
Hes just one person, how can he cause this much stress.....
And this many butterflies?
Feeling down?
Later ..when we are mature...... i want to know you
what goes on in your mind...
i can't just throw you out of my life along with my .......
school work?

thoughts about you ?

i wasn't confused before you were,now i am and it isnt good
i dont know whats best for me or for you and until i figure that out
.......................ill be sitting here confused,lonely and wondering