1.08.2010

C.O.A

8:57:57...................6:45:00

1.05.2010

Annalise.. the room

Sometimes sitting in my room by myself, is the only escape that works, well actually all of the time it's the only escape. Music playing, thoughts running, tears rolling, laughter, every feeling of my being has been presented to my room. Annalise has seen me at my best, my worst, my prettiest and my ugliest, she has seen me in pain, physically and mentally. She, who may change plenty, is always there for me. When without a friend or with many, Annalise will always be there to harbour my emotions. The walls surrounding me are my story and although they may be blank, they carry the painting of my life. When alone in my room, I'm safe, away from any boy who breaks my heart, any friend who stabs me in the back, any fear I might have, I can hide from. Annalise gives me the comfort I need to confront my fears, she gives me the support I need to help a friend, she helps me to realize just how important living your life to the fullest really is. Annalise is my sanctuary for thoughts, my oasis for life. I love my room.

A Question For A Loved One

I want to know what your blog is about, who it's about, I want to be in your mind, I want to know how to ask, but I don't know if its a touchy subject, I feel like you would have already told me, but the things you have to say seem new to me, if you ever feel like you need to talk, I'm always here..... love you <3

1.04.2010

IPOD

IPODS are the greatest invention ever, until the randomly freeze on you that is!
I'm off to L.A. in 5 days and if I don't have my IPOD I don't know what I will do!

Meaghan.Grace.Clark



Meaghan Clark is one of those friends you can always rely on if you need a laugh, she makes my stomach hurt like no one else and i believe in her german ways, I don't believe I would be able to count the amount of inside jokes we share, I hope to cherish Meaghan and her dog James for ever and ever, even if her other dog James has to come along too. I Love You Meaghan Clark , this is not Deputy Donohue writing this blog btw, just in case you thought it was , i don't love you in that (sexual) way, I love you like a german citizen loves a Nazi! See you in dance my one german love!
Love your BGF Meg <3

midnight madness


meaghan is a crazy vageena ............just sayin'

1.03.2010

Wondering....

Why is it that parents have to be so unreasonable?
Lifesavers, a good program, great people, confidence booster, outlet, volunteering..
So why exactly won't my parents let me go to it?
I really need to apologize to Logan , really need to, and it would be a whole lot better if it wasn't over text this time.
I don't know how he feels about the break-up but to tell you the truth , how he feels about me doesn't matter any more... I need closure and he deserves an apology ....
To top it off i tried to make a point to my dad questioning him on why I'm not allowed to help other people out but how he allowed me to hang out with whoever I want to during the Christmas break. So that apology that is desperately needed will have to wait, sorry Logan.
And also I have to give thank-yous and Kudos to my friends but Christina and Jackie especially , you have been there when i needed you the most through this drama filled 2 months of mine..

you don't realize who your true friends are until the cry with you and hold you until you feel better, thanks Jackie for the oreos, you don't realize the wonders they can do to a broken heart
you also begin to realize how much you appreciate the newly formed relationship with an acquaintance, when all of a sudden as if you have known each other forever, you can call them at 2 in the morning,bawling your eyes out just to ask a simple question such as, I need someone to talk to, can you be that someone? Thank -you Christina, you are truly my lifesaver :)