6.11.2010

sleepless in kelowna

sleeping naked is the best, just saying, any who. I cant fall asleep i dont know exactly why but i just cant ,i really think logan should reply to my message and let me know if he is up to my proposal!! I feel like i should probably go to the place where dreams are made right about now being as though i have a physics test tomorrow :S i havent been to that class for so long, i officially hate the consequences of skipping, so after this year is over i will make a vow to myself and most likely jackie to not skip unless mandatory emergency has occurred so thats my plan but for the time being im hoping to skip as least i can for the last week other than dance of course , how could i not ? its the last day of school last block , zaz wont care haha i hope she wont , night kelowna....... thanks for listening to my blabber fest

6.01.2010

millipedes are gross


Today i have realized exactly what I need in life , and that need, is absolutely nothing, I am oozing with happiness at the moment and I haven't felt this alive in a long time . Maybe the fact that today I was informed of the very well deserved B I have in physics , or quite possibly that Ben, single handedly has made everyday amazing for the past three and a half months , maybe that my mom and I aren't fighting as much, whatever it is , I feel accomplished, this is a feeling that I haven't experienced in mass amounts of time. I hope it sticks , like a wad of gum underneath your desk, I hope today is like every other day , I know that will not happen, but I can only hope.


millipedes are gross