millipedes are gross

Today i have realized exactly what I need in life , and that need, is absolutely nothing, I am oozing with happiness at the moment and I haven't felt this alive in a long time . Maybe the fact that today I was informed of the very well deserved B I have in physics , or quite possibly that Ben, single handedly has made everyday amazing for the past three and a half months , maybe that my mom and I aren't fighting as much, whatever it is , I feel accomplished, this is a feeling that I haven't experienced in mass amounts of time. I hope it sticks , like a wad of gum underneath your desk, I hope today is like every other day , I know that will not happen, but I can only hope.

millipedes are gross

urrgg homework!

So I have an essay that is overdue and I need to get it done for tomorrow because the student teacher will not be teaching us after this week, this is so bad , I feel so behind in school already and its only the beginning of the term, stupid Macbeth, why couldn't you leave me and stay where you belong, old english times where I don't understand a word you are saying. Worst part is, the teacher didn't even let us read the play, we got to watch the movie instead, which by default I paid no attention to. I really need to pick up my marks if i ever want to get my L, but that would take a miracle consisting of motivation of mass proportions being thrown at me from every angle possible. At this point I'm no longer aiming for university, however badass it is, my plan is to go to either douglas college or what ever school I can get into. There is only one possibility at me getting into a university though and that would be...(drum roll please..) Emily Carr University of Art and Design, but the chances of that are slim to none, always worth dreaming for though. Anyways i might sit here for a bit and ponder the reasons of why i can't write for my essay like i can for my blog, goodnight .

My brave relative! What a worthy man!- King Duncan

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AHH my sister is annoying me , she wont tell me what happened in one tree hill haha oh well , what can you do ? life goes on i guess, soo my life is surprisingly going super smooth right now, and i think i know why.. its funny how things work , i just cant wait any longer for summer and i really want the job at the grand, soo badly ! who knows what will come out of this, but lets hope a pot full of gold and maybe even a little leprechaun :P ugh i have missed just venting to my blog, and i have had wireless for a while now so i have no reason not to , anyways thanks for listening blogspot.com gotta love ya , i'm out

hurt

fuck this, i hate drama , it is a waste of my time and my life. I thought i saw someone different in you , a nice sweet person but i was proven wrong. I know you think i've changed but the real truth is I just never realized how one day someone could be so kind and warm hearted, than the next, do something I could never imagine or fathom doing, dont get me wrong , i still like hanging with you and you are a fun friend but i truthfully doubt i will ever gain the trust i had for you back ever again. it's sad really and i wish it was different, but it isnt and now we have to plow through this. I love him, you can't take that away but I'm still here same old person i was.... lets figure this out .... please?

Romeo . please take me away ♥

"Laughter is the shortest distance between two people."

-Victor Borge

You make me laugh, you make me feel special, but most of all you make me feel loved. I love you for it.

Teen love, what is that anyways? My opinion: if it's love, it's love. To tell you the truth I'm getting

butterflies just thinking about you. You overwhelm my thoughts constantly. I thought that saying it

would be really hard but your smile made it easy. I thought i would never be forgiven but you forgave me.

Hope for the best :)

I love you.

break-up sex? I THINK NOT!

It's a difficult decision, you complete the action, but regret it within minutes of doing it. Life. Live life with no regrets. Please ? Just do it , screw what people think is "the best" for you ! What you think is the best for you, is what is the best for you, give it a chance. Clina I don't know how you do it, persuasive and very good at making complete sense of a fucked up situation. Respect. True friends will always be there. Understanding. Lost somewhere, only to be found soon, I hope. MEGWIG loves you and you should know that, she just feels like she needs to find her own way sometimes. A path of my own, advice along the way never hurts but a path all to myself. AHH, refreshing. Decision. I have made up my mind. Yes, the answer is yes.

remember me?

sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i were to die. what would be missing in my friends lives ? would people cry over my death ? would there be heartache ? would i be missed, im wondering why this topic even came to my mind but i think i might know why ...