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AHH my sister is annoying me , she wont tell me what happened in one tree hill haha oh well , what can you do ? life goes on i guess, soo my life is surprisingly going super smooth right now, and i think i know why.. its funny how things work , i just cant wait any longer for summer and i really want the job at the grand, soo badly ! who knows what will come out of this, but lets hope a pot full of gold and maybe even a little leprechaun :P ugh i have missed just venting to my blog, and i have had wireless for a while now so i have no reason not to , anyways thanks for listening blogspot.com gotta love ya , i'm out

hurt

fuck this, i hate drama , it is a waste of my time and my life. I thought i saw someone different in you , a nice sweet person but i was proven wrong. I know you think i've changed but the real truth is I just never realized how one day someone could be so kind and warm hearted, than the next, do something I could never imagine or fathom doing, dont get me wrong , i still like hanging with you and you are a fun friend but i truthfully doubt i will ever gain the trust i had for you back ever again. it's sad really and i wish it was different, but it isnt and now we have to plow through this. I love him, you can't take that away but I'm still here same old person i was.... lets figure this out .... please?