hurt

fuck this, i hate drama , it is a waste of my time and my life. I thought i saw someone different in you , a nice sweet person but i was proven wrong. I know you think i've changed but the real truth is I just never realized how one day someone could be so kind and warm hearted, than the next, do something I could never imagine or fathom doing, dont get me wrong , i still like hanging with you and you are a fun friend but i truthfully doubt i will ever gain the trust i had for you back ever again. it's sad really and i wish it was different, but it isnt and now we have to plow through this. I love him, you can't take that away but I'm still here same old person i was.... lets figure this out .... please?