i loved you

I read back on the old times, trapped in the box under my bed, they will stay there forever as will you , in my heart. A first love may be hard to come by for some , but for me it was easy. You made it easy , you made it fun , you made it exciting, but now all that is left is the fear that we will no longer speak , no longer sing together, no longer smile at each other. However much i would love to share moments of love with you , i would also like to share moments of truth, which I found our relationship didn't have much of. You are an amazing person, and you will always hold a dear place in my heart, thank you for being my first, I would've never wanted to share such a life changing moment with anyone but you. I love you dearly, I just cannot stay with you, I want to but I cannot, it's difficult and sad but way to hard for anyone but myself to understand.

Benjamin Wayland MacKenzie,

you will always be my favourite mistake.