I need to get a few things off my chest... 1) why is it that society is so fucked up?
People will lie and lie some more just to make themselves look and feel better..
I will put my hand up, I plead responsible and fully guilty for that exact action.
I am definitely not the best person I know, but what really bothers me is that I haven't given
myself the chance to be that person. I have very good friends, I have started to realize this lately especially. My friends that have stuck around are pretty fucking radical friends,
I need to just remember what I'm here for and mind my own business...
Why do I find it so difficult, maybe I will have to take a ferry trip to seek some professional help.
It would make sense, I cant seem to shake the shooting still.
My thoughts aren't fully developed anymore, I have a hard time doing every day things,
simple work does not make sense to me anymore.
All I am good at is smoking weed and hanging out, I'm a lot better at being alone than
I used to be though. Thank god for that... My need to be surrounded,
whether it be people I felt comfortable with or didn't is slowly starting to fade. I think Im going to stop smoking weed when I work. That helped me to focus... Stocking up on tea is necessary as of now.
I am going to make a vow to myself staring March 1st 2013 that I will only smoke to love and to get in to a routine of waking up at 6 am every day.
The tree on my wrist that I ever so badly have drawn will be a reminder of my month long plan.
If I fail to complete the task as followed. I will read back on this and forever regret not sticking to what I knew was good for me.
.disk weekly. blog daily. read daily. practice yoga daily.
.pass on one act of kindness daily. laugh daily.
.sleep well.
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